Trimming the fat.
Ok so earthbenders can metal bend, waterbenders can blood bend, and firebenders can lighting bend. What special thing can an airbender do?
This is what airbenders can do.
Date someone who is interested in you. I don’t mean someone who thinks you’re cute or funny. I mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you. Someone who wants to read every word you write. Someone who wants hear every note of your favourite song, and watch every scene of your favourite movie. Someone wants to find every scar upon your body, and learn where each one came from. Someone who wants to know your favourite brand of toothpaste, and which quotes resonate deep inside your bones when you hear them. There is a difference between attraction and interest. Find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are.
I Choose You | Sara Bareilles
My whole heart
Will be yours forever
This is a beautiful start
To a lifelong love letter
So, as disheartened as I am about my car. It is just a car. And luckily it was just the wheel that they stole. It is a saddening situation but I’ll get over it. There are just too many things to be happy about to be upset about one.
Anyway, on the brighter side. Yesterday when I returned back to SoCal, was really fantastic. I got spend an entire 24 hours with CN after not seeing him for almost 2 months. It was really great. He picked me up from the airport around 2:30PM and we spent the entire day together, talking, laughing, catching up; all the way into the night until 4AM until we fell asleep, we awoke around 1030AM and he left around 2PM. We laughed, we cried, we played games, we did old and new things. My goodness, I missed him. I missed our interactions. I just missed everything about us.
It’s like I’m not even tolerating him, I could have our relationship for the rest of my life and be perfectly content with that because… It’s like there is nothing out there, that is going to be better than this. Nothing won’t even come remotely close. I seriously thought about if CN and I don’t work out, the next relationship is going to really suck because it won’t even compare. It’s so utterly mind blowing at how GREAT and AWESOME our relationship is. I mean sure, we’re not perfect. We have our disputes and arguments, but we work them and we do it the healthy way. But there’s no insecurity, there’s no doubt, there’s no fear, no mistrust.. We communicate through our feelings and differences so both parties are satisfied.. It’s like every relationship I’ve had prior to this.. I wouldn’t say they were bad or we handled it wrong more so, THIS relationship that I have now, NOW THIS IS A RELATIONSHIP. This is how you’re supposed to have relationship. Like, damn. Finally, I got it right.
And the best part, he finally realized it.
He said what I’ve waiting to hear for almost an entire year. And it was wonderful. I mean I was a bit taken aback. I was definitely not expecting to hear that from him, at least not any time soon. But I am unbelievably happy that he did.
It took a long time to get here. A lot of patience and perseverance. It truly is amazing to think, back then he was just my friend who had great chemistry, who told me he saw me as a sister, who hurt my heart, who only saw this as a SFWBS, who I lost all hope of ever being more than just his friend.
And here we are, in the strongest and best relationship I have ever embarked on.